terrified in visions from Jesus

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I saw Jesus in visions and he says things to me like, "run from me", "backslide", "perish for the bretherns sake", "im going to get you cut off", "Its funny know knowing whether you will be able to stand tomorrow or not", "I just love it when you are so angry", "keep slipping", "keep falling", "keep fumbling", "I lie", "they know I lied", and the LOrd Jesus said this to me on 9-2009- "bobby my heart is to save my servant and make them loose their salvation then save them again till they wont come back then they are openly mocked and I caused them to perish,