God speaks on 6-14-2008-I am tempting you to sin to make you loose your salvation, that is persecution, I will not stop until you die, I start killing all day long when you get filled with HOly Ghost, saith GOd, on about 5-31-2008-I saw Jesus in a vision or a man that looked like Jesus and he said, or I heard this, "put your mom in the lake, kill her for me". since I got baptized with the HOly Ghost in about 1997 and , and right now IM in fellowship of the Father, and that is staying in visions and hearing God speak thru Jesus or ministering spirits, which I see, all the time unless im talking or doing something bloxing it out, . I saw Jesus in a vision and im going by memory, and I was there with and Jesus had a prod, this is like what they poke cattle with, like pitchfork, and I saw in visions being stabbed with prod, like you use to stab cattle, and there was an edge, and the LOrd let me know he was pushing me to that edge, and that is using his prod, and when I fell over, he caught me in the air. Prodding is torturing, and a prod is like what they use to make cattle move, poke, stab with, with below torments and God spoke most of this, and I have been chased out by, many times, and now my face is ripping, bagging, sagging because of a new intruduced torment, when I blink, or turn head, its like muscles tighten, so they stretch, or maybe even move with my doing, much face damage,(i may look like a star wars character if this doesnt stop)(like last night, and it is 6-17-2008-under my eye tightened, and it was like that just about all night that I remember, and yes, new bag, both streteched, and I told Jesus, "ill have a face lift if you go to far" and being intimidated lots of the time cause when I twist kneck, muscles tithten, am im trying to not allow, and GOd told me that he wants to make it so I cant go on, thats where he wants me to offer sacrifice, that means, Hate God so much cause of what he is doing to me that I can not even bare thinking about him, toture me and make me jelous, and knows I cant do one thing about but backslide and he has told me many times to do that, to embarras me, and this is probably cause GOd has showed me the beast with seven heads and ten horns, most if not all bible mysteries, and he told me he doesnt want someone like me walking, he wants me hidden in the people, thats backslided, and tahts perish at end, and God has told me, Ive seen Jesus, "Im jelous", and has told me, "for no reason", and explained like, you were perfect and I became jelous, and im sure something will be tached on to this if I make it thru this torment, and I saw my face in a vision in 5-2008 and it had many knots, boil like, many, and in another, I was talking to a woman and not looking her in the eye, and this was cause I could not bear being facially destroyed, and being wrinkled every day, bagged, so Im faced with fasting until I die or, cause I can see that God is wanting to make it so I wont even want to come out of my room and be seen, to make me backslide to embarras me like he had told me he wants to do many times and has told me many times, "for no reason", and God scares me lots with HIS PROD, intimidate, strike, and what can you do, backslide for be tortured till you will not recover, and God has let me know, "Im killing you", thats making me hate Jesus by what he does to meand want to run, hate so much I cant even stand to talk to him, and I would see Jesus in vision and he would say things like, "bob get away from me", and has let me know if I fast and i have, "till the brink of death", and im tortured while fasting beyond ability to deal with, being teased, messed with many ways hurting my heart deeply, and GOd let me know he wants to do that, and in dream this morning, my eye pulled like bag, I felt and he let me know my mom is going to hell in antther, and hell is under my feet, and yours, and I keep asking God, why do you hate me so much, do you hate people, and I see people and ask God, do you hate them, do you hate that bird, or, do you hate this, do you hate that, whats it like to hate so much, and now if I fast till death cause God wants my face as he said, and I wont use the exact words, like the former prime ministers of ukraine, its a stumblingblok, I just think, put me in hell, go ahead, but I served and surrendered and was available to you, and for doing, so if you see someone backslided, maybe they were not willing to cut thier hand off like God asked me to do, and then he probably would have laughed at me like I see him doing many times after one of his strikes with his prod, and I have expressed thats, its sad YoU are over the existence so pray for me, and if you dont beleive it, good, but save yourself if you can and after you read this you to will say, "who then can be saved"? You will know after you read this what the oaklahoma bomber said is true, "if im going to hell, im going to have a lot of comapny", and just incase you dont believe, look what happened to JOB, and I saw him in visions with boils on top of boils, growing out, and God has told me scaring me and im always trying to recover, something like, "I want to make you an example of rising to the top and falling", " I want you to comit sin in front of those you witnessed to". I have begged God to stop till I almost cant no more, and I have asked him to take my life, and he has led me to attempt suicide twice, and sent gariel once he told me to stop it. So whether you pray for my life or death, thnaks, this makes me know, or I beleive it does why when the romanian pastor writes a book, and it talks about fasting and athe whole church fasting or many theere, possibly why they did. I saw Jesus in a vision and he said something like, "its funny not knowing if you will be able to stand tomorrow or not"(he said this to me like a smart ass, and I told God since this batch of God chasing me away from him to embarras me has been going on since about 9-2005, stop or Ill put it on net and reach out for outside prayer, God just spoke, "I will do it to everybody", "I just love it when you are so angry", I saw like an red possibly outlined Jesus in vision while I was lying on couch, and one thing he said was, "you little fucking runt", Please pray for me, cause about late 2007, I found myself cutting garden hose, starting van, sticking hose in exhaust, thru window, got in, under covers in back seat, hose in mouth, and later still alive, and God told me he sent gabriel to stop it, and I heard, "I led you", and gabriel will see people reading this, and if you read about how im being tempted to sin all the time just about, you wont like it, and it is worse then youll read, like I woke up this morning and all desire to live for Jesus was stripped right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in visions and didnt record what he said, but he mocked me, scared, teased, like this morning, I saw Jesus and he yelled something like, "got you", I saw Jesus this morning, and he had brown hair, and he said, "om jelous. . Please pray for me. in vision I saw me in hell and fire was coming from hand or hands, and God speaks 3-12-2008---im tempting you to sin all day every day be teasing you, carressing dick with electricity, deseasing gums, entering into heart, making wrath, stripping all desire to live for me out of heart, I make you hate me and jelous, torturing, offending, all day, heres why, i kill all day, meaning, trying to make you backslided, for no reason, im carressing your dick to make you want to sin, I want you to perish, cause I wanted to drive you out for no reason, so im glorified in what I did, im going to destroy you, walk away until my heart becomes unjelous, im jelous cause your on fire, and I like teasing my own children, fsast till the brink of death, then, spare or lava, This persecution seems to be geered at making me backslide, all day, by driving me out, stealing my desire to live for Him right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in a vision, and he said something like, "I want your blood on my hands", o, and he has to put new hearts in me to make me recover, im just curios LOrd, why are you doing this when your Word says its not your will that any perish: Jesus: I want my servants humble in my eyes, and that is not wanting to go on-question, do you like punking me Lord, is this beccause I said no to sin and women, now im older, and not wanted, and being trashed most of the time by you, do you like punking me? Jesus: no, I want you to humble, and I wont let you fast, I torture you, beyond recovery, for no reason.-----if you read below, I must warn you, have God's permission. in a maybe a dream, I saw words like this, "they do not beleive it". persecution.....about late summer of 2005, God was saying things to me that would pierce my heart, teased, and I feel electricity flowing on my penus, sometimes feeling like oral sex, like electrical showed, hitting head, hair loss, fiery darts hitting gums and if you read down below, read what they feel like striking, and God just spoke, "im teasing". I saw the words, prod, prodding in maybe dreams, and Im going by memory, and I feel all desire to live for God drained right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in visions and he said things like, "I want your blood on my hands, "ill strip you of your salvation if you dont stop me". this is going on and its worse then you can imagine if you read this. when I walk and even as I type, I have an electric dick, and God knows this hurts my heart. I feel it, when i walk or move, and God makes it get hard, and teases me about it. Its all here. if you dont believe, good, but, pray for me.........you may say, it takes balls to put something like this up, but, I gave God a choice, stop or, and apparently, the or was chose..........charlie rich sang, behind closed doorsssss....now read, and you wont like the terror of being pesecuted, killed all day long, o, and in this God has me walk in circles and spin when stopped, and I bet I looked like a blur to people that saw, and I was told to spin until I collapsed, then spin on floor, spin till police come and remove, and I told the Lord, if you destroy me, you wont do it like that..at church last night, 2-10-2008, God told me to spin, and I said, not, and he told me today, well, you just read it, spin till collapse, then roll on floor.this means up the steps walking in circles, pump gas spi9nning, and he shows me girlfriends, and people laughing at me and lets me know, at least they did what they wanted...God tole me he is doing this for no reason, to strip my salvation, kill me, slaughter, that means drive me to a place where I hate him and dont want him no more and dont want to go on----think its not bible, read title of this page..heres what God just spoke, "you are embarrassing me", and I say, you are destroying me night and day, and I told on you, and you prophesied most of this page, "you are not wanting to be killed all day long saith God, read this page and ask the Lord if yoy would want that yourself, I didnt say yes to your call Lord to be driven out all day by you for no reason.....by the way, walking in circles, spinning while stopped makes you despair so bad, you dont want to go on, and God told me once that is to destroy me...........I guess im Gods sense of humor like you teasing a little dog, and God reminded me, jsut about since day one, God has killed me all day long till I quit with my mind made up to not come back, and reminded me when He got me, many times, then stopped and told me many times about this time, 'get the fuck away from me", "leave right now", I would see Jesus in visions and he would say, "abase", and look like a maniac, "God just spoke, "Im getting mad"., I would not want you to know if I tortured my little daughter, I jsut saw Jesus and he said, "dont bob", stop then, or I have nothing to loose
